Have you ever…

Have you ever just been so physically, mentally, and emotionally drained, to the point of indifference? To the point where you just genuinely don’t care, you don’t care to feel or to be, you just float along. Because you don’t want to cry, you don’t want to laugh, you just don’t want any part in anything. Well that’s how I feel.
No, it’s not depression, it’s indifference, because I’ve been pulled in the same three directions for who knows how long the anchor of it all, the fourth direction, is too tired to care, or fight, or do anything at all. It’s the feeling of indifference, the feeling of not feeling. That’s where I am right now. I just don’t care to care, anything can happen at any moment, my mood can change to anything, and I won’t feel any remorse for it. That’s how far past the breaking point I’ve come to find myself.